While Kim Kardashian has welcomed a healthy baby girl, the first-time mum says she is not looking forward to another pregnancy.
Kim’s daughter with boyfriend Kanye West was born five weeks early on June 15 at Cedars-Sinai Hospital in Los Angeles.
On the latest episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians Kim reveals that her pregnancy was far from easy and she had numerous complications.
At one point Kim began experiencing severe stomach pains on a flight to LA. She was rushed to hospital amid fears she had appendicitis.
The pain was so extreme that Kim revealed she couldn’t go through another pregnancy.
“It was a really painful flight, it hurt so badly. I can hardly walk,” a teary-eyed Kim told her mum Kris.
As Kim explained to the doctor: “I just don’t understand. It just hurts so bad, it kills.
“It feels like I am in labour. Why is this happening to me? I hate it, I can never do this again.
“If labour is worse than this I will hang myself. I will literally take a knife and slit my throat.”
Kim was later relieved to discover that the baby had a healthy heartbeat. Blood tests soon revealed that Kim wasn’t suffering appendicitis, but had a stomach infection.
“For her to be in this much pain scares me so much. I want her to relish this pregnancy. It is the most amazing experience and I feel she is just not having that yet,” Kim’s mum Kris said of the situation.
In the episode, Kim also opens up about her divorce from her second husband Kris Humphries, to whom she was married for just 72 days. While the pair have now settled their divorce proceedings, they were still finalising their divorce when Kim discovered she was pregnant to Kanye.
“My divorce has definitely been dragging on for a while now and Kanye and I want it to be done by the time the baby gets here,” she said.
“I really do not want to be married while I give birth to our baby. I have been trying to get it done for a year-and-a-half now.
“I am just so bothered and sad over this situation.”
While waiting to appear for her deposition Kim reveals that she still cares about her estranged husband.
“At our lunch break I am going to want to talk to him and say, ‘It literally never had to get like this,’” Kim said.
“I like, loved you, I still do, you were a big part of my life. But you know we are not meant to be together. You weren’t happy, I wasn’t happy, we should have never rushed into it. It doesn’t mean we can’t, like, be friends.
“I have not spoken to Kris for a year-and-a-half. I am anxious see Kris, I hope this will maybe give him and I an understanding of his feelings and my feelings as we have not spoken in so long.”
But Kris didn’t show up and Kim left feeling “relieved” that the pair could move on with their divorce.