Xander is struggling with survivor's guilt....

'John worshipped Kerri-Anne and she adored him.'

The pair share a close bond, much like the one Elton shared with Harry's mother, the late Princess Diana.

From dated to designer.

''My body is responding really well.''

Even the happiest day can turn into a close call.

The relationship has been described as ''brief but private.''

And why he is dedicating it to his wife...

Her darling girl, Eliza helped her overcome fear.

Her daughter is only nine years old.