After Lamar Odom‘s most recent outburst, Khloe Kardashian has come to the point where she’s preparing for the worst case scenario – his death.
“Khloe feels helpless,” says an insider close to the starlet.
Lamar’s been on a downward spiral for a while, but things came to a head last week after he was kicked off an flight after vomiting all over the aisles and bathroom, with onlookers claiming he was ‘wasted and unsteady.’
Just a day later, he got into a fight with a photographer while leaving a strip club at around 3.15am.
“Lamar seems to have relapsed back into drink and drugs and she doesn’t think he can get sober. She’s now saying she can’t do any more for him and that her last act of love is planning Lamar’s funeral, so his kids don’t have to do it,” a pal tells Heat magazine.
“His father, Joe, is destitute; his mom died when he was 12, and he has hardly any other family.
“Khloe is speaking with a funeral home in Queens [New York, Lamar’s hometown], and she’s got the blessing of Liza Morales [his ex and mum to his children Destiny, 18, and Lamar Jnr, 14] to do this.
“She’s also consulted lawyers about setting up a scholarship fund for the kids.”
Since Lamar nearly died after falling into a coma at a Nevada brothel last October, Khloe has spent hundreds of thousands of dollars supporting him.
She’s paid for all his medical bills, rented him a home, and has been including him in family occasions, with him even appearing on KUWTK for the first time since their 2013 split.
Things went downhill again pretty quickly though, after Lamar was spotted drinking in a bar in May. More recently, Khloe reportedly kicked Lamar out when she discovered a crack pipe in the house.
Now, Khloe’s in the process of re-filing for divorce from Lamar, after even refusing to go to rehab.
“Khloe is devastated. She can’t believe it’s got to this point,” a friend reveals.
Poor KoKo!