An emotional Caitlyn Jenner has confessed she seriously thought about ending it all when she was going through her transition.
The reality TV star addressed her struggles when she sat down for an interview with Bill Simmons on his show Any Given Wednesday.
Caitlyn said she always hated her Adamโs apple and had a procedure to have it shaved.
The 66-year-old says when word of her operation got out, she was extremely distressed.

Caitlyn was extremely open about her struggles in the interview.
โI could not sleep that night,โ she confessed.
โIโm up at 3am. walking up and down my hallway, thinking, โDamn, all this sโt is going to come out tomorrow and itโs going to be horribleโ,โ she recounted.
โAnd I said, โYou know what? Easy way. Go in the other room. You got a gun. Letโs just end it right here.'โ

Caitlyn said her life used to be extremely complicated.
The I Am Cait star admitted she had told family and friends about the moment, which she says was one of the worst in her life.
Watch Caitlyn talk about how joyous her life has become since going public with her transition in the clip below. Post continues.

The reality TV star, pictured with Katy Perry, is a lot more comfortable in who she is now.
She continued: โThatโs, like, the easy way out. No more pain, no more nothing. I donโt have to deal with the tabloids any longer,โ she said. โI donโt have to deal with any of this. And that was probably the lowest Iโve ever gotten.โ
Caitlyn says it was only when she awoke the next morning and went for a walk to clear her head that everything fell into place.

The Kardashian/Jenner clan has been extremely supportive of Caitlynโs lifestyle change.
She thought about the her almost-actions of the night before. โWasnโt that, like, the stupidest thing youโve ever done?โ she said to herself at the time.
โI thought, โWhat a terrible way to end your lifeโs story!โ I donโt want my story to end that way, on a negative note,โ she said.
โThat was the beginning of me turning my thinking around to say, โOK, I think I can do this.'โ
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